Happy/Sad 2019

As 2019 screams to a close, feelings are a mixture about the year.  Here's a list of things I'm happy to see go (some personal, some in the world) and those I am so grateful for:
Happily letting go of:

• 20 people in a Democratic Primary debate (and many of those people as candidates)

• Bret Kavanaugh

• Putting on a show every single Sunday

• Mass Shootings becoming common place

• All the stuff that we threw out when our closets collapsed

• Expectations about the people around me

• the illusion that I don't have time to write

• False feelings of lack

• Conditional self love

Sadly saying goodbye to:

• Our mother living in our family home of 54 years

• San Diego as a home base

• Being a pastor of Center for Spiritual Living, Davis

• June Cummins Lewis

• A friendship that recently ended

• Watching so much televison